i am so completely exhausted; mentally, physically, and spritually. i just cannot believe at how annoying everything in my life is. The fucked up thing? It just keeps getting worse and worse. One of the things i like about myself is how laid back i am. It all stems from when i was younger and would let everyone and anything walk all over me, because i had no opinions..rather, i lacked the balls to let any of my thoughts, feelings, opinions, preferences, and such be known. As time ages me i have changed into someone who is more laid back. i feel like i let what i want known heard, but most of the time i don't need to say what's on my mind. Let me just say that i hate hate hate confrontation, still. i would just rather ignore it and let shit work its way out. This unfortunately does not work for all people, and it tends to come off to them that i just don't care. i don't know how this ties into why i am so upset right now. . but i feel like it needs to be talked out. i just found out tonight at dinner that someone i considered a very good friend, is feeling a certain way towards me.. Go figure he feels like he can't tell me this shit. This is not the first time this week that i have experienced this..but with different people. If you got something on your mind, or if something is bothering you...instead of fucking acting weird around me...TELL ME. Now i know why i was babbling up there about. When i have a problem, sometimes i tell people, most of the time i don't. Because i can separate the stupid shit from the important things. But if it's something that's going to bother me to where i feel like i need to act negatively toward the person who is pissing me off...Then i know that something needs to be said. . . and then things get handled. i am just so pissed off and done with certain people right now. i am so completely annoyed right now. i think for the next two days i'll be M.I.A. i just need to disappear for a while.
on a side note - why does morgan freeman have the best voice ever?
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